Its that time of month when I find out if life will change. Will this be the beginning of the next nine months? Will this just be another month?
Wednesday is always the worse day for me. In theory if everything is done on time Wednesday is the make or break day... but if I mess up my days or even my week... the the whole thing is thrown off. Then, Thursday could be the day, or Friday, or Tuesday. I just don't know. So I wait. I wait to see if anything happens.
Now, I have made it through Wednesday with nothing happening. But does this mean I can get my hopes up just a little bit more. Am I the infamous "Late" that always seems to happen on TV shows and in the movies? Or am I just behind, because I can't figure out what day it is. Does it even matter? I mean, we aren't planning on getting pregnant for a while....Summer you know. But, wouldn't it be nice at the same time for it to "Just happen". I would love to not have the pressure of a failed month that seems to come when you start trying.
Hum, just a thought. We'll see what tomorrow brings.
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