Waiting

Ok, so I am waiting to O. Yeah ovulate. I did the two week wait to get confirmation on a pregnancy but it was a negative. I basically had the prettiest chart ever. Totally helped that I was halfway through my cycle when I finally put the numbers in FF. The cross hairs popped up perfectly. I had that elusive dip before O and then quickly rising temps. There also happened to be some beginners luck on the BD timing. I had high hopes! I also think I had a fertilized egg that bounced its way down my uterus and found its way out. Why? Just a few things that have NEVER happened makes me believe that something different did happen. I went back and forth and back again. Poor hubbs.

So now I wait. I wait for that pretty dip to happen again. I'm sure it won't this time, now that I know what to look for. I thought I had done something wrong to regress in temperature but alas my body knew what to do. After temping, learning how to actual temp, and reading more about the female body I am a mess. All this knowledge is mind boggling.

I don't know how this cycle will go. To be able to tell Hubbs at Christmas would be great. But that would also mean I would have to keep it a secret for two weeks which is just not possiable. I barely can keep the idea a secret! Oh well here is hoping.