Holding Pattern

Ever since I have been given the "go" I haven't been as eager as before. Which is probably good, because I knew being as hell bent as I was wasn't good for anyone! I'm now trying to process the me and us time that it leaves. I'm trying to get things together that would otherwise fall to the way side once there was a baby in the pictures. I'm focusing on hobbies and house decorating. There are rooms here that I would like to finish (or start) working on and I can't see my self doing that with a baby. I also don't feel ready to have a baby, so good thing I have decided to put it off... well back to its original spot is more like it. Ok... not original original. I don't think I can wait till 30. But 28 doesn't seem like a life time away!